the funny intricacies.

so i guess we're just going to keep dancing.
dancing right next to each other,
but each pretending that the other does not exist.
this is not existence.
this is not a place where ignorance works.
this is not even life.
this is a charade.
of the most grand illusion
ever perpetrated by two hearts.

i can only pray that one day
we will come to reconciliation.
so that we can stop this useless endeavor
into something that was never meant
to be delved into in the first place.

i can only hope you accept my apologies
and life can begin to move forward again.
i can't handle the awkward silences anymore.
i don't want to.

let me know when you're ready.
i'm waiting with open arms.