I've always said insomnia is a terrible thing to waste, and I'm sticking to that. It's Sunday night and I've been tossing and turning for the last hour and a half. Fabulous. Tomorrow will be a great day at work I'm sure. I've just got a lot on my mind right now. This weekend I got to host some awesome awesome dudes in a band called Amarna Reign at my house. They're friends of a friend from Indiana and needed a place to crash for a couple days on their tour with The Showdown. It was great to hang out with them, but gosh it made me miss being in a band SO much. Being broke as shit, eating shit for food, and sleeping in a shitty van. Every day. And it's all I want to do. It's actually mind boggling. And right now there is actually possibility of being back in a band in the future. Which is crazy to think about. There are actually two good possibilities on the horizon. The problem is that I'm going to have to pick which one I want to pursue, and the one I want to pursue more also has a good chance of ending with both possibilities not working out, because of some timing issues. Timing has never really been my thing anyway. Sigh. It's just a lot on my plate right now. And I keep praying and praying and I'm not really getting much in the way of direction. And that's what is eating my mind up tonight. Either way, it looks like Indiana could be a lot closer than Nashville. But then again the girl of my dreams is in Nashville, even though she doesn't know it. Sigh. I'm rambling. I need an ambien, or a night cap, of the Jack Daniel's variety. Since the pharmacy is most likely closed and I don't have a prescription, I'm probably going to go with the latter. Good night. (hopefully).
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