hey.

you. mr. my heart. stop feeling things about people you need not be feeling them about. serially.

sleepless nights.

have you ever woken up in a panic? like there was some business you forgot to take care of that you never even had in the first place? i've been having nights like that lately. how does one go about procuring the forgiveness of someone when you don't know how you've wronged them? this is the question that's been plaguing me lately. i don't know the answer. i can only hope and pray that one day we'll be reconciled. but until that day comes i suppose i'll just keep having these fleeting moments of sitting up wide awake, worrying about what's to come.