yes please.

i think the time has come for constant ingestion of massive quantities of this:

it's crazy

how god can provide sometimes. especially if you just trust him. i really don't know where i'd be without him right now. pursuing your dreams can be hard. very hard. especially when you have nights like i did on saturday, when i found out there was $6 in my checking account. yes, 6. but god is good. he provides for my needs. i do have more than that in my account now, just in case you were wondering. this whole chasing after what i want thing is really scary, especially the financial aspect, but god is always providing. always giving me new avenues. i have a lot of exciting things in the works right now. working on finalizing some big shoots (not necessarily money wise, but contact wise at least), i'm actually in the process of starting a new band, i believe we're set to record this coming weekend. so who knows, maybe i'll actually get to head back out on tour some time soon. that would be neat. all in all, i just wanted to write something to attest to god's overall goodness in my life. even when it's dark, and it seems like i'm not doing the right thing, or what i want to do won't work out, god shows up out of nowhere and gives me what i need. i'm still alive. still breathing. there's still food in my fridge. my heat is on. i may be living meagerly at the moment, but i'm still living. and there's a lot to be said purely in that fact. i'm happy right now. i love living life in a manner which would scare the crap out of most people, and to be honest, a lot of days it scares me, but i'm right where i want to be, and i wouldn't trade that for anything.

love your life.

help please?!

i am in need of a pretty modern house/high rise apartment with modern furniture, or somewhere with very vintage style furniture for a shoot. i can pay you in hugs and cookies. if you know anyone that has these sorts of digs PLEASE let me know. thanks!

Photographic Dictionary [M]

[M] is for Manly.

man⋅ly  [man-lee] - adverb, adjective

1. having qualities traditionally ascribed to men, as strength or bravery.
2. pertaining to or suitable for males: manly sports.
3. Archaic. in a manly manner.

Photographic Dictionary [L]

[L] is for Leaf.

leaf  [leef] – noun

1. one of the expanded, usually green organs borne by the stem of a plant.
2. any similar or corresponding lateral outgrowth of a stem.
3. a petal: a rose leaf.
4. leaves collectively; foliage.

it seems

that every time i have something that seems good going for me, it just falls through. i have no place here. i do not belong.

i am the vines of the sea. and comfort eludes me.

new photography page

if anyone out there is on myspace, please add the new photography page i just created. www.myspace.com/marcusbaneyphotography. thank you!!

Justin Kryszan

some promo shots for a neat dude named justin kryszan i did recently. check out his music at www.myspace.com/geeijoseph.

Photographic Dictionary [K]

[K] is for Killer.

kill⋅er  [kil-er] – adjective Slang.

1.Slang. something or someone having a formidable impact, devastating effect, etc.: The math test was a real killer.
2.severe; powerful: a killer cold.
3.very difficult or demanding: a killer chess tournament.
4.highly effective; superior: a killer recipe for fried chicken.

The Juggalog

So, through a very strange series of events, which I won't delve into here, one of my best friends is selling t-shirts for a band called (hed) P.E. on their current tour. That tour, just so happens to be with the band ICP. Yes, my friend Dustin is on tour with ICP. If you're anything like me, you are completely intrigued by this "juggalo" subculture, as is Dustin. Therefore, in an effort to decipher this way of life, Dustin has created a blog where he will be recording all of his thoughts, notes, observations, research, and findings into what exactly comprises this way of life. And it's going to be incredible. Check out his blog here. That is all.